At this point, I feel a little stressed out. In the past, I was unaware of my stress load until I actually got sick and by that time it was too late to relax and unload. Well, I am unloading. I am stressed from work. I think that is a givenright now. Work is becoming more stressful as the year proceeds. This will change though. Mark my words!! LOL!
At home, my closet is so full, yet I have nothing to wear. Hubby said it is time to clean it out and pack all of the clothes that I cannot fit any longer and throw them away. That is practically my whole closet. Point is, the closet is a mess and there is no room for any thing new anyways. I get stressed out just looking at it!! So in a way, I know this is good but it is oooohhhhh so bad to see the amount of money that I have spent on some nice stuff leaving my closet. I would sell it on Poshmark, but I have not time to take and upload the photos. I want to do a garage sale but there are so many rules in my neighborhood. I am not even going to go through the process. So we are giving to Goodwill. I think I am more outdone byt the fact that I have gained so much weight since moving to Memphis. I was 43 pounds lighter when I came and I still have some clothes from then. What am I thinking?!!! I know it can be done but if I do lose 15-20 pounds (that is what is what I want to do), that deserves a new wardrobe!
Nadia caught a bug from her one day in daycare that caused her an eye infection that transferred to both eyes that also causes her to be super stuffy and runny and uncomfortable. However, she is better than last week but not fully recovered. We go back to the doc today? The cycle continues because Hubby and I have caught the remnants of her bug and we are kind of icky!
In addition to this, I am planning our anniversary trip to Destin, FL. Everyone keeps suggesting that we should leave Nadia here with my mother n law or her aunts. However, I do not want to leave her for 5 days, both parents away, and have no contact. I am not feeling that. We will be very far away. So I am trying to get my friend to come down for a few days and she be our nanny and still have a free vacation. I am more comfortable with this. I think I will leave her for my birthday trip which is only 2 nights. So we will see.
Lastly, I will have my Pouts & Winks official launch party next Thursday! I just want everything to be nice. It is up against another event in the Downtown Memphis area that is well publicized. My event is planned to be small with no more than 45 people but what if no one shows? That is just how my mind goes. I will preview 2 new collections that night- A Girl's Night Out and a Blogger collection. These items will be available on the site after the party. If you are in Memphis, please contact me if you want to attend.
They say it is a sin to live in fear. I have fear of most things in my life and I need to overcome that!
Thanks for listening or reading. I just needed the ever so often vent on here!